Manic Matix

For now, this is going to be completely random.

Friday, October 07, 2005

False Frequencies?

So today is the 3rd day I've stayed home sick from school.

Awsome time off if you ask me, minus the swollen throat and urge to rip it out of myself.

Anyway.

I slept in again today, tossing and turning as per usual when I'm sick, but just before I actually woke up for about th 5th time, at 1:30 or so, I heard voices. I was semi-awake at this time because I had only awoken maybe 45 minutes prior and was still sort of in a dozey stage but still sort of sleeping, if that makes any sense. The wierd thing is I sleep directly beside my alarm clock/radio, actually, it rests on the corner of my bed because I'm terrible at waking up if it's any farther than that.

You know when you have a dream, and people talk in it? They may sound muffled, or somewhat clear, but you can never remember exactly what they said? Well, this incident is not like that.
I've never had a dream where I can fully hear people talking, it's simply just a conversation where I tell myself I understand it, but in actual fact, I have no clue what I or the people in my dreams may have been talking about. There may be incidences where I recognise a few words, but not an entire conversation.
Well, with these voices (and, ironically, I cannot remember what they said because I've been up for 45 minutes since and have been dwelling on the idea more than the actual incident itself), they were perfectly clear, but sounded like they were coming from my radio. Not like the voices of a radio announcer, just the whole 'frequency' sound that you get when you talk on say ... a military radio.

If any of you have ever watched Red vs. Blue, you'll understand what I mean.

I would call this a simple dream, however, there was no visual image at the time this happened.
I do not recall having any sort of 'dream' when I heard these voices, it was simply an audio-specific experience. Now, I don't know how many people in their lifetime have a dream consisting of nothing but the audio point of view and no visuals. I find that kind of ridiculous actually, to think about anyway. Almost like a fully healthy-sighted person is having a blind-dream. Rather odd ... which is why it's bothering me.

So my question then is, is it possible for (as I said), a perfectly healthy-sighted person, to have a dream in which they are either blind, or portraying the embodiment of a blind person?
Some of you would probably agree and say yes, however, I have not heard of, nor read, nor researched anything even remotely close to just an 'audio dream'. I have never had one in my life before and thus I would find it extremely odd that I am having one now, which is why I am sitting here, telling myself that it was not a dream.

Perhaps I heard my neighbours talking through the walls.

That's never happened before either, considering the fact that they are over 60 and I've only ever heard them talk once before in my time living here, and that was outside.

So ... yeah, I'm a little confused at the moment as to how these voices came to be, what they mean, and if it actually happened or perhaps they are the remnants of a dream I had directly before waking up, and I just don't remember anything about the visuals.

I still find this wierd though, because I was waking up just as the incident happened. It's not like I was asleep, it happened, and then I woke up. I was perfectly concious when I heard the voices.

I dunno.

I'm definetly over-analysing things.
I don't even know what point I'm trying to make other then the fact that it's all really fucking wierd.

Sickness goes to your head, man.


Oh well.
I need food, lemon citron, and more FFIX.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

PJ and Halo

Well, Peter Jackson has been officially dubbed Executive Producer for the upcoming Halo movie.
Bungie announced it today.

In short, I can say that I coughed, hiccoughed, hiccupped, sneezed, wheezed, creamed myself, and shat my pants all at the same time.

Weta Studios is set to do the costume and weapon design as expected when PJ works on any movie.

I'm absolutely extatic about this project now.

Bungie has declared to stay on a strict script; they aren't going to pull another one of those 'Resident Evil' attempts on us, no no, this will not be another rip-off Videogame-to-movie attempt. This is going to be a masterpiece, and I will be there on opening night to see it.



I leave you with a quote of mine:
"An elusory scent, magnificent air: infatuative, ethereal - a momentary glimps of another world - pure, nigh eternal."

In regards to that perfume I miss so much ...

Monday, October 03, 2005

Wholly fucking bitter, Batman.

Well this is fucking wonderful.

My laptop is being a whore; the keys keep freezing up and the normal method of unfreezing them does not work, it simply shuts my computer off? Awsome.
I apparently don't have enough memory to run anything?
My Norton does not like to update anymore, nor does it like to delete anything that infects my computer, yet, I have no viruses? Just adware?

Fucking brilliant.

I got my Home PC back the other day from the shop, because my RAM was fucked. It went from 256 to 96, and so I asked him to put more RAM in it, and now I have 119, which is still fucking gay.
Not to mention it runs retardedly slow now, has Windows 2000, and takes 25 minutes to FULLY load the desktop.

The funny thing is, both computers are Dell, and I fucking hate them.

So, in conclusion, Dell, FUCK YOU.

Oh, and on top of things, all my important files are on my laptop, over 15 gigs of work files, pictures and music, and the only thing I have to transfer it all over to my shitty ass home PC, is a fucking 256 MB USB Datatraveler. Awsome.

See you guys in 10 years.

You'll probably all have families by then, and I'll still be attempting to update my computer, or buy a new one, or hang myself.


Never buy a Dell. Ever.
Never use Norton Antivirus. Ever.

I hate technology.

Oh, yup, there goes my home PC taking 25 minutes again, it hasn't even loaded the taskbar or desktop background, just a big fucking green screen with that stupid irritating hour glass.

Again, I repeat, I fucking hate technology.

Caboose Says


"The world is always ready to receive talent with open arms."



Check out these sites (if you haven't, you're missing out):

Red vs. Blue
- check out their series' called Red vs. Blue and PANICS, they're awsome.

Ctrl-Alt-Del
- funniest online comic ever, Tim Buckley you are my hero.




'Caboose Says' will be a regular part of my blog, it's something I started on my RvB profile and have brough it elsewhere with me in my travels.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Finally.

Starting to come together?
It seems to take 400 years for my photos to change when I edit them, but whatever.