False Frequencies?
So today is the 3rd day I've stayed home sick from school.
Awsome time off if you ask me, minus the swollen throat and urge to rip it out of myself.
Anyway.
I slept in again today, tossing and turning as per usual when I'm sick, but just before I actually woke up for about th 5th time, at 1:30 or so, I heard voices. I was semi-awake at this time because I had only awoken maybe 45 minutes prior and was still sort of in a dozey stage but still sort of sleeping, if that makes any sense. The wierd thing is I sleep directly beside my alarm clock/radio, actually, it rests on the corner of my bed because I'm terrible at waking up if it's any farther than that.
You know when you have a dream, and people talk in it? They may sound muffled, or somewhat clear, but you can never remember exactly what they said? Well, this incident is not like that.
I've never had a dream where I can fully hear people talking, it's simply just a conversation where I tell myself I understand it, but in actual fact, I have no clue what I or the people in my dreams may have been talking about. There may be incidences where I recognise a few words, but not an entire conversation.
Well, with these voices (and, ironically, I cannot remember what they said because I've been up for 45 minutes since and have been dwelling on the idea more than the actual incident itself), they were perfectly clear, but sounded like they were coming from my radio. Not like the voices of a radio announcer, just the whole 'frequency' sound that you get when you talk on say ... a military radio.
If any of you have ever watched Red vs. Blue, you'll understand what I mean.
I would call this a simple dream, however, there was no visual image at the time this happened.
I do not recall having any sort of 'dream' when I heard these voices, it was simply an audio-specific experience. Now, I don't know how many people in their lifetime have a dream consisting of nothing but the audio point of view and no visuals. I find that kind of ridiculous actually, to think about anyway. Almost like a fully healthy-sighted person is having a blind-dream. Rather odd ... which is why it's bothering me.
So my question then is, is it possible for (as I said), a perfectly healthy-sighted person, to have a dream in which they are either blind, or portraying the embodiment of a blind person?
Some of you would probably agree and say yes, however, I have not heard of, nor read, nor researched anything even remotely close to just an 'audio dream'. I have never had one in my life before and thus I would find it extremely odd that I am having one now, which is why I am sitting here, telling myself that it was not a dream.
Perhaps I heard my neighbours talking through the walls.
That's never happened before either, considering the fact that they are over 60 and I've only ever heard them talk once before in my time living here, and that was outside.
So ... yeah, I'm a little confused at the moment as to how these voices came to be, what they mean, and if it actually happened or perhaps they are the remnants of a dream I had directly before waking up, and I just don't remember anything about the visuals.
I still find this wierd though, because I was waking up just as the incident happened. It's not like I was asleep, it happened, and then I woke up. I was perfectly concious when I heard the voices.
I dunno.
I'm definetly over-analysing things.
I don't even know what point I'm trying to make other then the fact that it's all really fucking wierd.
Sickness goes to your head, man.
Oh well.
I need food, lemon citron, and more FFIX.


